Never wrote your guestbook, friends should at least do that, right ^___^ So
ehm......hehe, don't know what to write.
Well, ehm, I'm free today, and I'm loving it! ....
For more serious talk, just check your PM, I talk a whole lot more there
I'll be hearing from you!
Hey Kikyo1986
Oh that's ok yeah
your right, thanks for writing my my guestbook So I
will write in your guestbook since I'm your friend too
Cool so you're free today, or was that yesterday when you do received this
message But I'm glad your happy with your free day whenever it was :P So
what did you do on that free day?
Yeah sure I'll check up on your PM after I finish posting this entry in your
guestbook.
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sure you can come back to the club! :3
Thanks
Quote:
things wouldn't be the same without you.
That's kind of you to say that, thanks
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Despite what's going on offline, you have a lot of friends here who care about
you.
You just have to give us a chance and relax a bit more kay. We'll try too.
I was just trying to tell you that the members back at the club all consider
you their friend.
Even at the rp, even though you left, everyone is still NPC'ing for you,
thinking you'll come back.
You weren't forgotten and you weren't ignored. So from now on, no more jumping
to conclusions like that 'kay? ;3 Friends don't ignore friends!
:3 It's all a matter of trust. That's part of being friends
right?
Thank you, really thank you for saying all that It
really means a lot to me what you just said and that at least some you guys
cared about me and considered me as a friend
And thank you guys for continuing the RP with my character and thinking I'll
come back. That means a lot to me too
Yeah I'll try not to jump to conclusions. I left cause I wanted to show how
serious I was about being sick and tired of being ignored And I
did give you guys a chance, again maybe I just misread it. But you're right, I
should have trusted you guys and know that you guys didn't ignore me and if you
guys ever do you guys wouldn't have meant it.
Maybe I should be open to you or some of the members if I have a problem with
the group, but give you guys a chance to respond, is that ok,
Selemental?
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And I guess *reading back on what i said* It did sound harsh, but I wasn't upset
or writing
with a mad emotion.
I see, thanks for not being mad at me while writing that, and I'm also glad you
weren't upset too
Anyways, yeah I kinda rearranged all your quotes for me to answer them more
easily and plus some answers were repetitive, so I decided to put the same
answer under the same quotes
I know you feel for my condition but I think the reason you think I'm making
excuses is cause you, yourself don't completely understand what it feels like to
have Asperger's Disorder, cause you don't have it and that's ok.
It's like how some people don't understand how it feels like to be depress and
therefore can't relate or understand us.
Anyways, all I'm saying is that you should just accept me for the way I am. Like
accept that maybe I might misunderstand/misinterpret things sometimes, and
excuse me for it, cause I didn't like your "in your face" things you
said to me. It made me upset, even when you said you didn't mean to be cruel or
anything like that.
Like try to help me in a nice way, please. Not scould me :S
Quote:
As a matter of fact, today I read your question and I found out that someone
indeed DID answer it. You AGAIN misread. And I'm not gonna beg you to come back
to the club and I'm not gonna sob for you. It's hard for you to take in, but I
sometimes the truth hurts but we have no choice but to face it.
Yeah maybe I did misread it, I dunno.
Yeah I don't expect you to.
Yeah but still you gotta consider how you say it, like I was pretty hurt when
you blasted it at me. Lucky I took it in pretty well. But for other people like
they're already feeling down and the last thing you want to do is make it worst
for them. I know you should tell the truth, but please try and find ways to say
it, that isn't as negative or hurting.
Like come on, someone probably did the same thing to you and blasted the truth
at you and it must have hurt. So why do it, if you know it hurts. Like I use to
be like you and do the same thing, but I received a wake up call when someone
before you blasted the truth at me and it really hurt a lot
All I'm trying to say is you gotta be careful with what you say, cause really it
might not be hurtful to you but it might be to others.
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If you don't like the way things are it's up to you to change it. You keep
saying "I understand people have lives." "I understand people
might not have time." well you DON'T understand.
The thing is I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong, believe me I tried
numerous times, and I always fall back to square one. Sigh* I'm just sick and
tired of trying and can't be bothered anymore...... But don't worry I know I
belong with certain people, just like everyone does. That's why again I wanted
to become your friend, cause I thought you could understanding and relate to
me.
Yeah I understand all that, seriously. What I don't understand was why people
ignore me sometimes, especially when I ask someone a question and they just be
rude and ignore what I said. Like I always assume this and that, but I wanted to
make sure, so I asked why, well not directly..... But since you told me, I seem
to feel a bit better cause I now know why.
Quote:
Other people replied to the guestbook asking me about things for 2 days but I
wasn't able to reply to anyone because I got on too late. Do you see them acting
the way you do.
Oh I didn't know that. But maybe I'm upset cause it seems to happen to me more
frequently, like not just only in MT but also outside in real life too But
you're right, I should understand that you or anyone else didn't mean to ignore
my post.
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I feel for your condition, but hiding behind it to treat people even worse than
you're being treated is wrong. I never once ignored you, but you never gave me a
chance. And you always jump to conclusion without question. And you can't expect
me to sit back and say "Okay that's fine. I'm so sorry". That's the
same as being bullied and I decided I wouldn't take that anymore.
Look I am not treating anyone worse ok and I'm not hiding behind it. You gotta
understand it's hard for me to do somethings that might be easy for you cause
there's a chemical inbalance in my brain and therefore it's differently to any
normal human brain. It's cause I'm born like this. Like did you even read the
link I gave you?
But maybe you're the one that's misunderstand or think people are attacking you.
Maybe you're just like me, always thinking people are attacking you sometimes.
Maybe it's just cause we both been bullied a lot in the past and get edgy and
defensive when someone says something, and we might interpret it differently
cause we fear the nightmare might happen again.
Well yeah I guess your right, maybe you didn't ignore me. Well I kinda did give
you guys a chance. I was ignored once, and I posted the question again and when
I was ignored that time, I felt enough was enough. But if you said you did
answer the question then you did and I must have misread somethings or skipped
something :S
Oh I see So you think my words were like bullying you eh Well
I'm gonna not be stubborn and say I'm sorry, really I am. I'm sorry if I said
anything that might have hurted you
Quote:
So sorry if everything sounds cruel, but I don't say it with bad intentions, I
still see you as a friend. That's why I say these things. But of course, what I
say doesn't matter. So you don't have to listen if you don't want to.
~ bye.
Yeah if you say you didn't, you didn't, I believe you.
Thanks for seeing me still as a friend But
seriously you have to be careful what you say. I know I might sound like a
hypocrite saying this, but I'm trying at least.....
Nah you made some good points and I was wrong in some parts, but it's cause I
didn't know and maybe misunderstood. But I also figured out one thing. Like you
see when we're typing it's different to when we're talking, so therefore it
lacks the emotion and sometimes certain things have to be said with emotion to
convey the right message, even with emoticons. Get what I mean?
Anyways, I dunno what you'll think after you read all this, if you read all
this, and I'm sorry if maybe I didn't get any of the stuff or misread it and
gave a wrong response. But I would like to rejoin the group, if it's alright
with you, and try to forget this incident ever happened.
Well I hope you're not busy and have time to read this.....
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sigh.. I don't know what to say to you exactly.
Seeing as I've been in your position before, you came looking for attention or
something... -.-
Well.. you've been gone for a long while, a lot is happening and people are
busy. Some of the members don't even have time to reply to their own guestbook
posts because of their parents or something. You can't expect people to just
stop and focus on you everytime you rarely make an appearance. :/
Then you know how it feels to be ignored. If you know how it feels then why do
it. Why also be like that and ignore me. Like I thought you would be better than
that Selemental seeing as you been in my position before as well. Like I thought
you would be more understanding of my situation instead of tell me off, telling
me that's the way it is. Like I thought you knew how it was like to
suffer.
And as for the rarely apperance, someone else did that, I'm not going to say
who, but there question was answered.
I just felt like I was ignored, and that got me upset.
What I'm trying to say is that I'm upset cause of what you just said. I know
that's the way it is. I get sick and tired of hearing that all the time. But at
least I thought you'll be different cause you know what it feels like to be
ignored. But instead your the same, same as some of those other people that just
like to criticise and inflict negativity on people cause of there mistakes.
Sigh*
Quote by selemental
Now, I would reply to your question *didn't read all the guestbook posts (man,
it's like a hurricane)* but i don't have time, I have to go to bed. *bedtime*
And I just got here too. =.= so you see.. people have lives and time won't feeze
for them. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, like you did at the RP, you get
bent outta shape way too easily. I mean, Vati sometimes gets upset and brings a
dark cloud over people's heads sometime, but you bring a storm. :/
Sigh* I know that people have there lives and they got no time to answer there
posts. But last time I did the same thing. I asked a question and you answered
it or at least someone in the group. So why is it so hard for you to do it
again? And I assume that you were busy during that time.
And secondly I thought you would be understanding that I'm like that, get bent
outta shape to easily and thirdly I have to tell you something. It's the way I
am, cause I was born with something called "Asperger's Disorder". What
is it?
Quote: It is the result of
dysfunction of certain parts of the brain and nervous system. The dysfunction
significantly impairs the way individuals relate to other people, process
information, and make sense of their environment.
which also has a link to the main site where I got the info from.
So in other words I might have misunderstood some stuff, and interpret it the
wrong way. But still it's not need to criticise me or tell me off for my
mistakes. Again I thought you knew what it was like to have negativity inflicted
on you, so why do it? Again
I'm just upset cause you criticise me or tell me off for my mistakes even if you
didn't mean to sound harsh or anything.
Sigh* so I bring a storm eh Well
first I didn't mean it, cause of my Asperger's Disorder. Like it's not an
excuse, you could say I was born a bit mental. But that'll be too harsh of a
statement. Like you probably say so what. But really it's hard for me to do
stuff sometimes. Like stuff you can easily do I probably find difficult. It's
like for example telling a spastic person to walk, but they can cause they find
it difficult to control certain parts of there body. It's kinda the same with
me, but instead with the way my brain processes information.
So what I'm trying to say is that you have to accept that I'm like that. Like
come on you know that I'm a good person Selemental, and that I only said those
things cause I was upset. I wanted to be your friend in the first place cause I
thought you could understand and relate to me and I could do the same to
you.
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Well.. that's all I'm gonna say. G'night. seeya around MT sometime. :/
I don't want to sound harsh or anything. It's not like I never reacted this way
before. Or anything like that. But I have to be honest and fair, as a friend to
another. Even though you're not in the club anymore, I hope you at least had fun
while you were in it.
Well, bye. :/ *waves*
Well even if you didn't want to sound harsh or anything, and that you're being
honest and fair. I'm still upset by what you said. And secondly I know some
things are just the way they are, I knew that a long time ago, but again I
thought you would be more understanding of my situation and at least treat me a
bit differently.
Anyways, again it's all to do with the fact I have Asperger's Disorder. I know
you probably think I'm using it as an excuse but it's a good one, cause
sometimes maybe I misinterpret stuff. Like there's no need to critcise me or
tell me off but at least try and help me, and understand that I suffer from this
disorder, and sometimes things that might be easy for you to do are hard for me
to do.
And what I said is my honest opinion as well.
Well I don't wanna comment about my time at the club, cause it doesn't seem
appropriate right now.
No problem Luis, I know how you feel, cause I myself have been through a similar
problem like yours before. I like to help people who are suffering from similar
problems that I use to have, and give them hope that things can change for the
better. I guess it's in me to help people who are suffering whenever I
can.
lol I didn't know you were seven :P, kidding, I didn't actually read your
profile so I didn't know your real age.
It's good to hear that you're doing better now, it's flattering to know that my
advice has helped people like you
And yeah you can add me to your friend list, I'll add you to mine as well, if I
can figure out how to use it......
Kidd? , but I'm 21 years old Unless
maybe it has a different meaning in your language.
Anyways, good luck with conquering your sadness, and remember "Happiness
does not last forever, neither does sadness" (heard that from an anime
called Kare Kano/His and Her Circumstance).
Thanks! lol fantasy you're not wasting my guestbook space, and thanks for the
feedback on my 2 threads, it means a lot to me to get some positive feedback
about my threads
Strong? Hmmmmmm, I still need to work on becoming mentally strong and
consistent, but I know I'll find a way somehow.
Thanks again And
I hope I'm not wasting space on your guestbook, lol just kidding.
And why not?
Hey mei-san did you get my PM? Can you tell me
Hey Kikyo1986
Oh that's ok
yeah
your right, thanks for writing my my guestbook 
So I
will write in your guestbook since I'm your friend too 
Cool so you're free today, or was that yesterday when you do received this message
But I'm glad your happy with your free day whenever it was :P So
what did you do on that free day?
Yeah sure I'll check up on your PM after I finish posting this entry in your guestbook.
Yep
Cyas 
Hey
Just wondering if you got my PM or not?
Yeah
Thanks
That's kind of you to say that, thanks
Thank you, really thank you for saying all that
It
really means a lot to me what you just said and that at least some you guys
cared about me and considered me as a friend 
And thank you guys for continuing the RP with my character and thinking I'll come back. That means a lot to me too
Yeah I'll try not to jump to conclusions. I left cause I wanted to show how serious I was about being sick and tired of being ignored
And I
did give you guys a chance, again maybe I just misread it. But you're right, I
should have trusted you guys and know that you guys didn't ignore me and if you
guys ever do you guys wouldn't have meant it.
Maybe I should be open to you or some of the members if I have a problem with the group, but give you guys a chance to respond, is that ok, Selemental?
I see, thanks for not being mad at me while writing that, and I'm also glad you weren't upset too
Anyways, yeah I kinda rearranged all your quotes for me to answer them more easily and plus some answers were repetitive, so I decided to put the same answer under the same quotes
But thanks again, cya
I don't need you to babysit me. Come on I'm 21 :S
Look all I need you to do is first: Read what Asperger's Disorder is. I gave you the link to it.
Here it is again: IMPORTANT: Possible Answer to difficulty in Social Interaction
I know you feel for my condition but I think the reason you think I'm making excuses is cause you, yourself don't completely understand what it feels like to have Asperger's Disorder, cause you don't have it and that's ok.
It's like how some people don't understand how it feels like to be depress and therefore can't relate or understand us.
Anyways, all I'm saying is that you should just accept me for the way I am. Like accept that maybe I might misunderstand/misinterpret things sometimes, and excuse me for it, cause I didn't like your "in your face" things you said to me. It made me upset, even when you said you didn't mean to be cruel or anything like that.
Like try to help me in a nice way, please. Not scould me :S
Yeah maybe I did misread it, I dunno.
Yeah I don't expect you to.
Yeah but still you gotta consider how you say it, like I was pretty hurt when you blasted it at me. Lucky I took it in pretty well. But for other people like they're already feeling down and the last thing you want to do is make it worst for them. I know you should tell the truth, but please try and find ways to say it, that isn't as negative or hurting.
Like come on, someone probably did the same thing to you and blasted the truth at you and it must have hurt. So why do it, if you know it hurts. Like I use to be like you and do the same thing, but I received a wake up call when someone before you blasted the truth at me and it really hurt a lot
All I'm trying to say is you gotta be careful with what you say, cause really it might not be hurtful to you but it might be to others.
The thing is I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong, believe me I tried numerous times, and I always fall back to square one. Sigh* I'm just sick and tired of trying and can't be bothered anymore...... But don't worry I know I belong with certain people, just like everyone does. That's why again I wanted to become your friend, cause I thought you could understanding and relate to me.
Yeah I understand all that, seriously. What I don't understand was why people ignore me sometimes, especially when I ask someone a question and they just be rude and ignore what I said. Like I always assume this and that, but I wanted to make sure, so I asked why, well not directly..... But since you told me, I seem to feel a bit better cause I now know why.
Oh I didn't know that. But maybe I'm upset cause it seems to happen to me more frequently, like not just only in MT but also outside in real life too
But
you're right, I should understand that you or anyone else didn't mean to ignore
my post.
Look I am not treating anyone worse ok and I'm not hiding behind it. You gotta understand it's hard for me to do somethings that might be easy for you cause there's a chemical inbalance in my brain and therefore it's differently to any normal human brain. It's cause I'm born like this. Like did you even read the link I gave you?
Here it is it again: IMPORTANT: Possible Answer to difficulty in Social Interaction
But maybe you're the one that's misunderstand or think people are attacking you. Maybe you're just like me, always thinking people are attacking you sometimes. Maybe it's just cause we both been bullied a lot in the past and get edgy and defensive when someone says something, and we might interpret it differently cause we fear the nightmare might happen again.
Well yeah I guess your right, maybe you didn't ignore me. Well I kinda did give you guys a chance. I was ignored once, and I posted the question again and when I was ignored that time, I felt enough was enough. But if you said you did answer the question then you did and I must have misread somethings or skipped something :S
Oh I see
So you think my words were like bullying you eh 
Well
I'm gonna not be stubborn and say I'm sorry, really I am. I'm sorry if I said
anything that might have hurted you 
Yeah if you say you didn't, you didn't, I believe you.
Thanks for seeing me still as a friend
But
seriously you have to be careful what you say. I know I might sound like a
hypocrite saying this, but I'm trying at least.....
Nah you made some good points and I was wrong in some parts, but it's cause I didn't know and maybe misunderstood. But I also figured out one thing. Like you see when we're typing it's different to when we're talking, so therefore it lacks the emotion and sometimes certain things have to be said with emotion to convey the right message, even with emoticons. Get what I mean?
Anyways, I dunno what you'll think after you read all this, if you read all this, and I'm sorry if maybe I didn't get any of the stuff or misread it and gave a wrong response. But I would like to rejoin the group, if it's alright with you, and try to forget this incident ever happened.
Cya.
Well I hope you're not busy and have time to read this.....
Then you know how it feels to be ignored. If you know how it feels then why do it. Why also be like that and ignore me. Like I thought you would be better than that Selemental seeing as you been in my position before as well. Like I thought you would be more understanding of my situation instead of tell me off, telling me that's the way it is. Like I thought you knew how it was like to suffer.
And as for the rarely apperance, someone else did that, I'm not going to say who, but there question was answered.
I just felt like I was ignored, and that got me upset.
What I'm trying to say is that I'm upset cause of what you just said. I know that's the way it is. I get sick and tired of hearing that all the time. But at least I thought you'll be different cause you know what it feels like to be ignored. But instead your the same, same as some of those other people that just like to criticise and inflict negativity on people cause of there mistakes. Sigh*
Sigh* I know that people have there lives and they got no time to answer there posts. But last time I did the same thing. I asked a question and you answered it or at least someone in the group. So why is it so hard for you to do it again? And I assume that you were busy during that time.
And secondly I thought you would be understanding that I'm like that, get bent outta shape to easily and thirdly I have to tell you something. It's the way I am, cause I was born with something called "Asperger's Disorder". What is it?
You can read more about it on one of my older threads: IMPORTANT: Possible Answer to difficulty in Social Interaction
which also has a link to the main site where I got the info from.
So in other words I might have misunderstood some stuff, and interpret it the wrong way. But still it's not need to criticise me or tell me off for my mistakes. Again I thought you knew what it was like to have negativity inflicted on you, so why do it?
Again
I'm just upset cause you criticise me or tell me off for my mistakes even if you
didn't mean to sound harsh or anything.
Sigh* so I bring a storm eh
Well
first I didn't mean it, cause of my Asperger's Disorder. Like it's not an
excuse, you could say I was born a bit mental. But that'll be too harsh of a
statement. Like you probably say so what. But really it's hard for me to do
stuff sometimes. Like stuff you can easily do I probably find difficult. It's
like for example telling a spastic person to walk, but they can cause they find
it difficult to control certain parts of there body. It's kinda the same with
me, but instead with the way my brain processes information.
So what I'm trying to say is that you have to accept that I'm like that. Like come on you know that I'm a good person Selemental, and that I only said those things cause I was upset. I wanted to be your friend in the first place cause I thought you could understand and relate to me and I could do the same to you.
Well even if you didn't want to sound harsh or anything, and that you're being honest and fair. I'm still upset by what you said. And secondly I know some things are just the way they are, I knew that a long time ago, but again I thought you would be more understanding of my situation and at least treat me a bit differently.
Anyways, again it's all to do with the fact I have Asperger's Disorder. I know you probably think I'm using it as an excuse but it's a good one, cause sometimes maybe I misinterpret stuff. Like there's no need to critcise me or tell me off but at least try and help me, and understand that I suffer from this disorder, and sometimes things that might be easy for you to do are hard for me to do.
And what I said is my honest opinion as well.
Well I don't wanna comment about my time at the club, cause it doesn't seem appropriate right now.
But anyways, cya.
Ummmm what did you write?
No problem Luis, I know how you feel, cause I myself have been through a similar problem like yours before. I like to help people who are suffering from similar problems that I use to have, and give them hope that things can change for the better. I guess it's in me to help people who are suffering whenever I can.
lol I didn't know you were seven :P, kidding, I didn't actually read your profile so I didn't know your real age.
It's good to hear that you're doing better now, it's flattering to know that my advice has helped people like you
And yeah you can add me to your friend list, I'll add you to mine as well, if I can figure out how to use it......
Kidd?
, but I'm 21 years old 
Unless
maybe it has a different meaning in your language.
Anyways, good luck with conquering your sadness, and remember "Happiness does not last forever, neither does sadness" (heard that from an anime called Kare Kano/His and Her Circumstance).
Thanks! lol fantasy you're not wasting my guestbook space, and thanks for the feedback on my 2 threads, it means a lot to me to get some positive feedback about my threads
Strong? Hmmmmmm, I still need to work on becoming mentally strong and consistent, but I know I'll find a way somehow.
Thanks again
And
I hope I'm not wasting space on your guestbook, lol just kidding.